Essence of Me.: Archive

Anonymous asked: Smile. Cause you're awesome :D

Apr 3rd

Mar 14th

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Major tweaking session!

Thank you Andrew! =D You’re the best boyfriend ever!! <3

Mar 5th

Behind The Mask: Calm down and take a deep breath.... →

ohaygiggles: Calm down and take a deep breath. Close your eyes, crank the music up, and just let all the negativity drown out and drift away. One day this will all be over. One day you won’t have to worry about this ever again. It’ll become nothing more than a thing of the past. Until then you have to keep…

Feb 28th

Chinese characters are such a pain.

This is going to be a long night -.-‘

Feb 28th

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Another video for Eunice <3 We had to cut it short though because I didn’t want to sing the higher part x] Take 1 and 3 were a fail, so this video was the better one. Sorry Eunice, the video isn’t done! But we’ll finish it one day! Hopefully WITH you >=]

Feb 28th

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I sound horrible! Ehh, I don’t care though because this was fun recording x] Erma and I singing for Eunice Tamayo <3

Feb 27th

I hate Valentines Day.

I just wish I had the power to skip this day and move on to the next.

Feb 11th

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A bunch of girls tried cutting in line today.

And it was chicken nugget day. Chicken. Nugget. Day. ……………….. You best believe I wanted to busta cap at their heads! But I didn’t because I’m TRYING to be patient with people. I just focused on how trashy they all were. Heh, damn bishes. You obviously have no manners at all. That goes to show that your parents did a bad job at raising you....

Jan 25th

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Yours Truly.: Dubstep this, dubstep that. →

syncopated-bliss: You are all behind. This kind of music has been around for a while. I hate how things I show other people slowly become well known after a while. It starts to get overplayed. I see it on here, I hear it in school. Its just getting irritating. Sure, I love this type of electronic music. But the…

Jan 14th

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You know what I always wanted?

I always wanted someone to ask me to a school dance/prom. It never officially happened, in high school that is. But its starting to look like I’ll never get that opportunity. Instead, I’m the one that’s going to be doing the asking (which isn’t so romantic because its sorta already expected for me to go to prom with my boyfriend). Whenever I see all these people asking...

Jan 14th

Aww, someone actually misses my posts on here.

I wish I knew who you were. Nobody really reads my stuff on here and I felt like nobody cared whether or not I let my thoughts flow freely on here. If anyone wants access to my other blog, you can let me know. I won’t guarantee an instant follow back though. Just saying. So don’t have any hard feelings or anything. I just like how my dashboard on my other blog shows mostly well...

Jan 3rd

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syncopated-bliss: Lolololololololol… Quite contradictory, don’t you think?

Dec 29th

Dec 23rd

You know what pisses me off?

When people talk crap about me and act like they’re such a nice person when they see me. Yeah, shut the hell up. You think you can deceive me? You and your little group have a two-faced personality. Another thing, just because you go to church, doesn’t mean you’re a good person. There are so many people your age who have the same mentality as you. Its quite a shame if you ask...

Dec 16th

brittakneesed asked: Smile. You are beautiful and so is your blog

Thank You again for following ^__^

Dec 16th

This site is so distracting.

I kinda hate it because of that. Sure, my reading and writing skills have improved. But the time it takes up is ridiculous. I told myself I was going to do homework over an hour ago. But did I do it? Honestly, it’s all still packed up in my bag. This is like my form of cigarettes. My escape from life. My stress reliever. I can’t imagine a day without it, but I should start trying. My...

Nov 8th

Professor Layton and Phoenix Wright in the same... →

heyjudy-: I would play it, to be honest. Now I have a reason to buy a 3DS <3

Oct 22nd

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Girls never forget ANYTHING.

We don’t forget things you say, things you do, things you’ve done, and every little detail in between. So remember that next time you tell a girl to forget it. Chances are, we won’t.

Oct 21st

Now days, your hostility is killing me.

I don’t know what to say anymore. Its as if I have to watch what I say or ask because it could be “stupid”. Everything I do and say has been “stupid” now days. Thanks, that didn’t hurt at all. -Sarcasm- Very well then. If that’s how its going to be to be, then so be it. I will not say whatever is on my mind and hide stuff from all of you. I can’t...

Oct 21st

Yours Truly.: The little things. →

syncopated-bliss: @ah-lin inspired me to think of all the little things that make the biggest impact in my relationship with my boyfriend. Many people ask me why I am with a person like my boyfriend. Pressured by coming with an answer, I never really think of the little things that he does that keeps our…

Oct 12th

Nothing will take this smile off my face.

Oct 8th

I'm supposed to be packed already.

But I haven’t even started yet. I can’t wait to get away from the world. Screw all this crap already. I need some time to relax, hang out with family. Maybe even ride a horse. Who knows? But I think I’m gonna read my bible. Haven’t done that in a while. Good night everyone. Hopefully your days aren’t so stressed and depressing.

Oct 4th

My composure is long gone.

The hardest part about being with someone who was in a relationship for over 4 years is winning the hearts of the people who care most about them. It can really hurt a person deep down. Walking in the shadows of an ex. Its like they’re still there. Its like feeling you don’t belong. I really hate all this. I feel like I will never be accepted by any of them. I try my hardest, yet it...

Oct 4th

My biggest struggle in life is being accepted.

Maybe I’m just trying too hard..

Oct 4th

So much time wasted.

I went back 30+ pages just to find this one post that I wrote. Honestly, I kinda miss the stuff I used to write about. Now, I just feel so unmotivated on this blog. Maybe I might just unfollow everyone and not depend on them to be motivated. Hah, you know I’m kidding. But really, I don’t even know why I still have this account. Its not like I get heard from the people who I really...

Sep 29th

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I see you looking at me.

You may think I don’t notice you, but I do. I’m not that un-observant. I can tell you think so poorly of me and look down of the person I present myself as. Maybe its because of the little group of people you hang out with. I know I’m a topic to talk about sometimes. Did you know that your glares are stabbing every little inch of my back. I see everything. But do I care? No, you...

Sep 28th

I never thought I'd write something like this.

ah-lin: syncopated-bliss: During my two years of having a Tumblr, I can’t help but say that YOU (ah-lin) are my favorite blogger of all time. I am hella serious. If there was such thing (as perfect), I’d say that your posts are always put together in a perfect manner. Not only that, but you’ve always been quite the gentleman. I don’t even know you in real life. I’ve only talked to you a few...

Sep 21st

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I keep neglecting this blog!

I might as well delete it, but I won’t because I know Andrew loves reading it x]

Sep 21st

That "real" Pokemon movie seems.. Unreal.

syncopated-bliss: I personally DO NOT want to see it. The whole plot line ruins my childhood. Pokemon just doesn’t seem like an innocent past time. I’ve done some research on it, and through it I discovered that it’s actually not a Hollywood budgeted film. It is also most likely not going to happen, according to: ...

Sep 21st

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Oh, you fancy huh?

Sep 16th

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Sep 15th

Dude hits bangs our car from behind.

We leave with dented license plate, he leaves with nothing at all. WHAT IS THAT?

Sep 15th

Yours Truly.: Nice guys finish last? →

syncopated-bliss: Oh. My. Goodness… Just NO. Guys, things happen for a reason and you need to learn to accept it. Sure, a girl may not see you the way you see her, but there could be a whole bunch of reasons why she doesn’t. None of that “nice guy” crap. Quit blaming yourself for being too nice. Honestly, I…

Sep 14th

I find it funny how...

.. the people I follow on this Tumblr give a completely different vibe compared to the people I follow on my “secret” Tumblr. I follow complete strangers on my other Tumblr. I love them! Not only that, but they actually take the time to get to know me and read each post. Not like many of my followers on here -__-’ Seriously though, I rarely go on this one now because of my other...

Sep 14th

Someone please tell me,

I’m not the only Verizon customer having problems with my phone network? Screw this, how inconvenient >=/

Sep 13th

LOL at everyone who freaked out over the...

syncopated-bliss: Whether it be complaining about it or complaining about those complaining about it. Does that even make sense? Well either way, you are all so entertaining! xD You guys should learn how to read the fine print.

Sep 13th

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Sorry, I know I deleted what everyone said. It was hecka long and I didn’t like all those lines >.>’ But anyways…. ROFLMAO! xD This is me in Andrew’s car on GOOD days xD

Sep 12th

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Always CLEAN your ears.

So the other day, I went to the doctor’s office to get my cold checked up. While I was sitting in the patient room with my mom, I thought it’d be cool to play around with some of the doctor’s equipment. I found the device that they use to check inside your ears. You know what I’m talking about, right? So anyways, when I looked into, I seen a big glob of earwax stuck inside....

Sep 9th

ah-lin asked: Good thing I caught that ask just in time before midnight. Happy Birthday miss! May the next year of your life be twice as great as the last one :)

Sep 9th

mindovergravity asked: i heard it's ur birthday. was it happy? O,o

Sep 9th

malasadas asked: Happy Birthday Tiara!!! Hope you have a great and awesome day today! Lets see who cakes you at school today >:D LOLOL JK

Sep 9th

I am on the verge of being old.

2 more years and I’m finally legal. Man, this is gonna be one tough day. I hate being sick on my birthday. I really don’t want to go to school, but I’m kinda forced to for today. Not only that, but my mother is going to be working all day, so no family dinner like I wanted. I guess it’s gonna be a day with friends. Oh wells, I guess all I can do is pray for a wonderful...

Sep 8th