My composure is long gone.
The hardest part about being with someone who was in a relationship for over 4 years is winning the hearts of the people who care most about them. It can really hurt a person deep down. Walking in the shadows of an ex. Its like they’re still there. Its like feeling you don’t belong. I really hate all this. I feel like I will never be accepted by any of them. I try my hardest, yet it still doesn’t change anything. Their minds are too set to like one person without getting to know the other. What did I do deserve so much pain? You don’t know how much your presence hurts my life. I’m supposed to move on? Well, how can I do that if you’re still associated with the people that I’m trying to prove that I’m no ordinary girl. I hate being compared to you. I just wish all these problems would go away. I want a normal life for once. None of this crap that’s being thrown at me on a daily basis. I had the strength to endure it before, but now it’s just too much. I don’t know how much more I can handle before I break apart.
